Amoura 's chat - Love lost in a Valantine day

 Love lost in a Valantine day 

It was an unhappy, miserable 'Valentine's day'

 

13.02.2014

Dear..I love you

I can’t control my self even when I introduce my hubby to you

'This is my fifth sms to you 

When you are talking with my husband'

Dear…dear..dear…dear

14.02.2014

Your Amoura is shocked when you send an SMS 

By mistake you have sent it to me meant for my worst enemy

Addressing her in your erotic style

The chariot of Yudhistra which was in sky

While he was in war front

Came down and touched the earth 

As he proved to be dishonoured

(You may say ‘Nothing is unfair in love and war!’

and

 "Love means never having to say you are sorry.")

It’s the Irony that to day is The Valantine’s day!

‘A nice day for Love

A memorable day for Departure’

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Amoura's SMS love and romance

Amoura's Brief Encounter! ( 05 - 12 - 2013 to 14 - 02 - 2014)

I feel very sad as I lost the chance to sit closely locking our hands.

If I come close to you, it will hurt you in many ways. You think that I am tantalizing you. That is why I try to be away. Dear… I hurt you always.

I never abondon you dear

We will definitely hug

I wish that be in your chest for sometime

Please don’t break me that time.. I’m so soft

02.01.2014 

I swear I’m not a fraud

Believe me I have genuine love

I don’t know how to tell this.

Believe me, you never believe me I think

Superb moments you presented me

While singing wonderful

03.01.2014

Don’t know when..

I know I’ll hug

This is the most rarest decision for me

10.01.2014

Yesterday when you received my two messages,

You asked me many times what I want to tell you

I wish to tell you one thing

We dare not harm any one in both family

Then there should be a calm affair between us

Instead of carnal desire

I can be quiet..

Don’t feel anything if my eyes follow you

You are totally disturbed by me

Mentally and physically you are disturbed my Dear

That pains me a lot

I’m unable to fulfil your wish my dear..

That is why I tell you

I never my dear I can’t do like that

Whatever you say, I don’t do

Hug and Kiss..That I agree 

But how? When and Where?

Even without your consent

I will do that

No..I will run towards you 

And keep myself very close to your chest

I will keep my face with closed eyes

Fuck?? That’s why I dare not take steps to hug

Becoming bold is better than 

Becoming pretty and nervous

You will just become emotional 

And try to quench this desire 

But when problem comes

We cannot face it

But you are more fearful than me

More nervous and emotional

I gained courage 

As I thought and observed myself

During each step 

Of the development of our relation

You just felt my presence 

And became emotional

You are far away from reality

I understand your capacity of mind

When facing the problem

You are the best man but not bold

I’m not fine

No dear…but I don’t say

You will be more emotional

I’m not sick… mind kills me

Enakku pakkanumda kanna..

Ayyo venda

How, when and where..?

Venda.. dear It will create more problems

Which we can never solve

I’m afraid da kanna

I don’t know how to maintain the secrets 

Of this matter

I’m unable to be like that

15.01.2014

Good Morning Dear!

You can send SMS 

But don’t dial my number

Someone in my family may attend the call

In my absence

But they don’t check my mobile messages

Feel very sleepy

The dream of last night was dangerous

I didn’t sleep well

I cut my vein after our tryst

It was the nightmare

In the dream 

You didn’t hear me and fucked

This is not love..Just lust

I always fear that…Vendaa..

I will not tell anything

I can tell you only what is in my mind

But you blame me always

I keep quiet

You focus on one thing

That is not love..only hunger

I’m a prey

24.01.2014

Will you have enough patience

To make me sleep in your chest?

Will you request your heart to beat

Without sound as your beloved

Is sleeping in your chest

Kannaa ..Sing a song

Till I reach the threshold of sleep

That dream…

I found us in a bed room

You invited me towards your chest

I felt shyness and 

I stood where I had been in the same room

You walked towards me 

Touched my shoulder

I immediately fell upon your chest

You kissed my lips and cheeks

When your hands moved through me

I tried to hold your hand

But I was weaker and you become stronger

You lifted me and then I begin to protest

You said ‘nothing darling nothing, be cool’

I kept on weeping 

You kept me in bed

My eyes and brain are tired

But they sympathize with my paining heart

As it is craving and searching 

Her sweet man everywhere

Like the winds of the sea shore

My heart is tired but

She sympathizes with my eyes and brain

As they share her

Sleepless and restless length of time

In pursuit of her First man

You are my First Man

I saw you dear….

Like the wave of a holy river you moved

Dear.. you didn’t slip anything. You are always with me.

And whenever I can’t see you .. become restless..

What it means?

It is new to me  I don’t know how to deal me in this matter.

That’s the reason for fear.

Wish to hear you.. Can I call? When?

Lend atleast 5 minutes..

“Mayakkunna mayil peeli

Mizhiyinakkal

Manmadhante

Malarambin

Avanazhikal”

Meaning of this movie song follows

Your eyes which are like the peacock feathers ( they are mesmerising too)

Are the container of arrows owned by Kamadeva

Mizhiyinakal – pair of eyes

Aavanazhikal – the container to keep arrows of a warrior ( Kamadeva)

01.02.2014

Dear ! I can’t stand in front of you

I may hug you unknowingly

Your today’s shirt is excellent

This is my favourite colour

Can’t control my wish to hug

Don’t come near dear… Hug..

Hug so forcefully and deeply

Love you so deeply

I’m so romantic and lovable

When I’m in bed attending your phone

I’m becoming even erotic

That time I wish 

So seriously to hug my dear

So..So..deeply

Want to be crushed by you my dear

Evide Ente Sneha Gayakan?

Where is my Singer of Love?

Though you don’t love me 

I don’t stop loving

It is related to my heart

It will not depend on you

I found I love and didn’t come across this kind of love

But it happens in me 

So I experience

I’m unable to explain you ‘what and how’

It’s it’s something rare

I think that I keep the pearl of

This love and the proper casket

Do you feel my love a disturbance

Sometimes I think that I disturb you

I should not have revealed my love

That’s why You suffer

Otherwise I would be someone for you

12.02.2014

See.. how school children react 

When they see us together

This is due to the body language

Children are clever

You are like a child

I don’t feel anything 

Except a fear when I’m near you

Anyone can read the MahaKavya of Love

From your eyes when I’m in front of you

They look at both of us dear..

You are lovelorn 

They look at us and I’m fearful

13.02.2014

Dear..I love you

I can’t control my self even when I introduce my hubby to you

'This is my fifth sms to you 

When you are talking with my husband'

Dear…dear..dear…dear…

14.02.2014

Your Amoura is shocked when you send an SMS 

By mistake you have sent it to me meant for my worst enemy

Addressing her in your erotic style

The chariot of Yudhistra which was in sky

While he was in war front

Came down and touched the earth 

As he proved to be dishonoured

(You may say ‘Nothing is unfair in love and war!’

and

 "Love means never having to say you are sorry.")

It’s the Irony that to day is The Valantine’s day!

‘A nice day for Love

A memorable day for Departure’

That’s God’s grace to acknowledge me 

By mistake about your secret crush 

With the worst one I have ever seen

I Thank God

That mistaken message tells something about you

Which can’t be tolerated by a lover

That’s all

I don’t interfere in your wish 

As I have the best option to quit

Thank you for all and everything

We may never love like this again

This little FLIRTATION is over..

A silly and undignified flirting with a complete stranger. 

A chance meeting between two happily married strangers. 

A brief encounter! No more happiness..  prepare for tears..

Ok.. we will stop talking about this

Let me be just a person who knows you

That’s enough

For this relief, much thanks

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